Dark haze..
Friday, 19 June 2009 10:46
I still do not know about myself
what I want
what I need
I must figure it out
Coz It will ruin oneself

I am having a lonely dialog with myself
I am talking to myself
I know that I should never do that outside
Because the people may look at me and think that
what I want
what I need
I must figure it out
Coz It will ruin oneself

I am having a lonely dialog with myself
I am talking to myself
I know that I should never do that outside
Because the people may look at me and think that
I am crazy
And if I do it at night I do it quietly
Inside my house so no one sees me and..
I don't disturb the people living next door to me
Nobody else wants to hear me talking to myself
This lonely dialog is just for me anyway
I would be ashamed of myself if anybody else heard or saw me having a lonely dialog with myself
When I'm smiling
It doesn't mean that I am happy
Only to cheer up others heart and feeling
hence, myself will amused and forget each grief that I faced
But,it is merely temporary
And if I do it at night I do it quietly
Inside my house so no one sees me and..
I don't disturb the people living next door to me
Nobody else wants to hear me talking to myself
This lonely dialog is just for me anyway
I would be ashamed of myself if anybody else heard or saw me having a lonely dialog with myself
When I'm smiling
It doesn't mean that I am happy
Only to cheer up others heart and feeling
hence, myself will amused and forget each grief that I faced
But,it is merely temporary