Last words...
Monday 29 June 2009 10:30
Hmm..
I've wrote notes and called on the phone but at the end of the day I'm still all alone.
You don't realize how bad I'm hurting.
Especially when somebodys come around flirting!
No chance for me..
I feel so empty when we are apart.
You haven't talked to me in what seems like forever.
You don't realize how bad I'm hurting.
I thought love was joy..
but i've got nothing to gain..
juz sorrows, tears and a lil more pain..
I've wrote notes and called on the phone but at the end of the day I'm still all alone.
You don't realize how bad I'm hurting.
Especially when somebodys come around flirting!
No chance for me..
I feel so empty when we are apart.
You haven't talked to me in what seems like forever.
You don't realize how bad I'm hurting.
I thought love was joy..
but i've got nothing to gain..
juz sorrows, tears and a lil more pain..
I can not carried it anymore..
It happened to me before..
I need to take my own road and left u behind..
The best for us..
The best for our future..
Even it is hard for me..
Hard for me to smile and breath...
To going through day by day in my life..
But what can I do...
Sorry for everythings..
and Thanx for all your time..
To all my frenz..
Thanks for your adviced and your time..
and..Sorry for if I'm moody..
coz I can't control dis feelings..
I need support..
I need strength..
To change,and to make it back on track..
keep in touch k..
XoXoXo
fofo
juz wanna share..
Friday 26 June 2009 16:17
Hey guys...
sorry..coz sejak akhir2 ni blog aku cm emo sikit..
aku pun xtau nk ckp cmne..
minggu ni seriusly aku xde mood..
sorry again...
Well, aku rasa smua cm terjejas..
study aku ofcoz, kwn2 aku, famili aku, tido aku,kesihatan aku...etc
aku xleh focus ngn keje2 yg aku wat..
God..please help me..!
aku seriusly xtau nk cari mana kekuatan aku ni..
absolutely gone..
hmmm..nk wat cmne..
nasib aku..
however,aku kene cari jalan nk pulihkan ni smua..
Dis week,dh ade test..
aku? ofcoz blur..
aku pun xtau ape yg aku jawab..
nxt week ade lagi tests,ngn presentation,ngn inpromptu speech nye...
Ohhhh.......please laaaa...
aku pun xtau nk minta tlg sape...
aku cm buntu..
mcm2 aku dh fikir..
nk wat tu laa..ni laa..
but..hopefully aku masih waras....
Well,i need to go..
Lega sikit kot dpt luah cmni..
bubye..
XoXoXo
fofo
sorry..coz sejak akhir2 ni blog aku cm emo sikit..
aku pun xtau nk ckp cmne..
minggu ni seriusly aku xde mood..
sorry again...
Well, aku rasa smua cm terjejas..
study aku ofcoz, kwn2 aku, famili aku, tido aku,kesihatan aku...etc
aku xleh focus ngn keje2 yg aku wat..
God..please help me..!
aku seriusly xtau nk cari mana kekuatan aku ni..
absolutely gone..
hmmm..nk wat cmne..
nasib aku..
however,aku kene cari jalan nk pulihkan ni smua..
Dis week,dh ade test..
aku? ofcoz blur..
aku pun xtau ape yg aku jawab..
nxt week ade lagi tests,ngn presentation,ngn inpromptu speech nye...
Ohhhh.......please laaaa...
aku pun xtau nk minta tlg sape...
aku cm buntu..
mcm2 aku dh fikir..
nk wat tu laa..ni laa..
but..hopefully aku masih waras....
Well,i need to go..
Lega sikit kot dpt luah cmni..
bubye..
XoXoXo
fofo
Micheal Jackson Dies...:(
08:39
Dies about 5.30 dis morning (Malaysian time)
Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon at his Holmby Hills home and paramedics were unable to revive him. We're told when paramedics arrived Jackson had no pulse and they never got a pulse back.
A source tells us Jackson was dead when paramedics arrived. A cardiologist at UCLA tells TMZ Jackson died of cardiac arrest.Once at the hospital, the staff tried to resuscitate him but he was completely unresponsive.
R.I.P
fofo's not in a mood...
Thursday 25 June 2009 09:07
I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me
Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be
I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say
I can't forget you dear
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
only words...
Wednesday 24 June 2009 01:21
How can there be pain in a place where there is so much joy?
A loving relationship is the most awesome experience in the world.
This is why it also holds the potential for so much sadness.
There are so many things that can go wrong.
We must remember,
"Better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all".
If we have this attitude we can hold ourselves together during the hard times and rejoice that we have this awesome gift during the good times.
The Wind Blows...
Monday 22 June 2009 10:29
I've got to breathe
You can't take that from me
Cause it's all that you left that's mine
You had to leave
And that's all I can see
But you told me your love was blind
There are times
You're so impossible that I should sign a waiver
And you will find
Someone worth walking on when you ask me to go
I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows
There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay
But since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through
There are times you're so impossible and you ask me to go
I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows
You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
I'll leave but just know
As I lay in solitude
Oh What's a boy supposed to do
I Shake the very thought of you
Me together, I remember
Late nights when I stayed up late
All I do is wait and wait
Your never coming home to me
That's the hardest thing to see
I got to breathe
You can't take that from me
We can finally say we're through
I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows
You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
On every face you'll ever know
And everywhere you ever go
You'll feel when the wind blows
You can't take that from me
Cause it's all that you left that's mine
You had to leave
And that's all I can see
But you told me your love was blind
There are times
You're so impossible that I should sign a waiver
And you will find
Someone worth walking on when you ask me to go
I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows
There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay
But since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through
There are times you're so impossible and you ask me to go
I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows
You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
I'll leave but just know
As I lay in solitude
Oh What's a boy supposed to do
I Shake the very thought of you
Me together, I remember
Late nights when I stayed up late
All I do is wait and wait
Your never coming home to me
That's the hardest thing to see
I got to breathe
You can't take that from me
We can finally say we're through
I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows
You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
On every face you'll ever know
And everywhere you ever go
You'll feel when the wind blows
doll's horoscope
Saturday 20 June 2009 15:18
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)
The Bottom Line
You're exactly the right ingredient to get people's brains going. Spread your charm!
In Detail
Give yourself a break. A brief one, anyway, because if anyone deserves some downtime, it's you. You've been trying to get away from it all -- or perhaps from 'them' all -- for some time now, but your fans (aka your family and friends) haven't been willing to let it happen. It's time for you to take matters into your own hands and let them all know only one thing: you'll go where you want to, when you want to. It's called personal freedom, and you insist upon it.
Dark haze..
Friday 19 June 2009 10:46
I still do not know about myself
what I want
what I need
I must figure it out
Coz It will ruin oneself
I am having a lonely dialog with myself
I am talking to myself
I know that I should never do that outside
Because the people may look at me and think that
what I want
what I need
I must figure it out
Coz It will ruin oneself
I am having a lonely dialog with myself
I am talking to myself
I know that I should never do that outside
Because the people may look at me and think that
I am crazy
And if I do it at night I do it quietly
Inside my house so no one sees me and..
I don't disturb the people living next door to me
Nobody else wants to hear me talking to myself
This lonely dialog is just for me anyway
I would be ashamed of myself if anybody else heard or saw me having a lonely dialog with myself
When I'm smiling
It doesn't mean that I am happy
Only to cheer up others heart and feeling
hence, myself will amused and forget each grief that I faced
But,it is merely temporary
And if I do it at night I do it quietly
Inside my house so no one sees me and..
I don't disturb the people living next door to me
Nobody else wants to hear me talking to myself
This lonely dialog is just for me anyway
I would be ashamed of myself if anybody else heard or saw me having a lonely dialog with myself
When I'm smiling
It doesn't mean that I am happy
Only to cheer up others heart and feeling
hence, myself will amused and forget each grief that I faced
But,it is merely temporary
Wakeup Fofo..!
Thursday 18 June 2009 10:11
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think o
r say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company...a home even your life. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.
We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.
r say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company...a home even your life. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.
1st week..New Semester..
Tuesday 16 June 2009 23:42
Hey guys...How r u?
Me..? Euh, I was sooo tired with my new semester...
Dis semester..
- Debate
- Presentations(group & solo)
- Speech
- Weekly tests
- Assignments
- Video post production
- Production & Operation
Gosh..I think this semester need more attention and work more because all subject quite difficult for me...I guess..coz most of the lecturers had given their intro,assessments,etc.
Hopefully,I was wrong..till we meet again..wish me luck k..
-fofo
"The Value of My Life"...
Wednesday 10 June 2009 12:44
I see a problem across the world in the way people define the value of life. They imagine it to be something irrational, and so they throw reason to the wind and try to base their views on feelings and wishful thinking.
If something is true, it must be true regardless of how we feel about it. If the value we perceive is real, we can find a rational explanation. Value comes from somewhere, and it points us to its origin: the source of value.
People question whether we can know this value through faith or reason. Some say that it’s a matter of faith; we cannot prove one view or another. We believe what we want to. Others insist that our views depend on logic. We can influence each other by appealing to a common standard.
“Faith” people state their views as “take it or leave it.” You have your view; I have mine.
“Reason” people want to debate, but they quickly lose patience as they fail in their efforts to persuade.
Before we fix what’s “wrong” with other people’s views, we should understand how we form our own. Forming a worldview is like painting a picture. We look at reality and paint it the way we see it.
Each of us is a painter trying to make a picture of reality. My picture looks different than yours, but that’s okay, because there’s time to change it.
If something is true, it must be true regardless of how we feel about it. If the value we perceive is real, we can find a rational explanation. Value comes from somewhere, and it points us to its origin: the source of value.
People question whether we can know this value through faith or reason. Some say that it’s a matter of faith; we cannot prove one view or another. We believe what we want to. Others insist that our views depend on logic. We can influence each other by appealing to a common standard.
“Faith” people state their views as “take it or leave it.” You have your view; I have mine.
“Reason” people want to debate, but they quickly lose patience as they fail in their efforts to persuade.
Before we fix what’s “wrong” with other people’s views, we should understand how we form our own. Forming a worldview is like painting a picture. We look at reality and paint it the way we see it.
Each of us is a painter trying to make a picture of reality. My picture looks different than yours, but that’s okay, because there’s time to change it.
X0X0X0
fofo
10th June 2009
Gemini 2day...
Tuesday 9 June 2009 12:30
The Bottom Line
Somebody is being very pushy: tell them that only you are the boss of you.
Somebody is being very pushy: tell them that only you are the boss of you.
In Detail
Your deepest feelings -- and the words you utter-- will be extraordinarily tender and well thought out today. In fact, no matter who you're talking with or what the subject might happen to be, the depth of your feelings will be quite evident in both the words you choose and the way you phrase your opinions. If you're asked to talk about your feelings, don't hesitate.
Your deepest feelings -- and the words you utter-- will be extraordinarily tender and well thought out today. In fact, no matter who you're talking with or what the subject might happen to be, the depth of your feelings will be quite evident in both the words you choose and the way you phrase your opinions. If you're asked to talk about your feelings, don't hesitate.
17 again?? I wish I could...
Monday 8 June 2009 12:38
As we've seen many movies like this before: Big, 13 Going on 30, and Freaky Friday, we always love to see the retelling of the old classic story of the switching age. Since the story has been used so much, a director can only do so much to just do the best they can with, Burr Steers pulls 17 Again out with great laughs and good fun. I'm going to get this out, I am one of the rare girls that just doesn't get the whole Zac Efron heart throb thing, I agree that he's cute, but with mainly High School Musical only being his claim to fame other than Hairspray, he is adorable, but can he act? Surprisingly… he can. I can't believe I'm saying this, he was actually a good strong lead role and a perfect fit, he has charisma, he's funny, charming and makes this story worth your time and money.In 1989, Michael O'Donnell was a star athlete with a full college scholarship imminent. He seemingly had it all, when, right before the championship game, his girlfriend Scarlett informed him she was pregnant. In that moment, he made the decision to throw everything away and proposed to her. Twenty years later, Mike's life isn't exactly what he expected it to be. Scarlett wants a divorce from him, forcing him to move in with his geeky millionaire best friend Ned, his job is going nowhere, and his kids Maggie and Alex want nothing to do with him. While paying a visit to Hayden High School to reminisce about the life he threw away, he encounters a strange beardy janitor, who I still swear is Bob Haskins. On the way home, is magically transformed back into his 17-year old self. With Ned posing as his father, he re-enrolls in high school, believing he has been given the chance to have his life over again, "but to do it right". However, he then discovers that his daughter is dating the basketball captain Stan, who is bullying his son. He realizes that his real mission is to help his children as well as finding out that maybe his decision wasn't the worst he ever made in his life.We go a little Back to the Future-esquire when we get on the creepy level of Michelle Trachtenberg having a crush on Zac Efron who is her father, just that she can't recognize him, it's understanding, but still makes you squirm, but the director and actors pulled the scene off pretty well with getting out of that yucky situation. There is one continuity error: if Mike and his girl got pregnant at the age of 17... 20 years later, yet both their kids are still in high school, the oldest child would only be a maximum of 18. A plot hole: seriously, besides the wife, no one at all recognizes Mike? But I'm over thinking the movie too much at this point, it's just a fun movie with decent performances, I just need to let go of silly mistakes. So I would recommend this movie if you get the chance to see it, but I'd say more of a matinée vs. a full price ticket, it has some good laughs and was a great update of the "What if you could go back?" story.
Open up your mind..leave out your soul..
Thursday 4 June 2009 11:51
Being friends is about sharing our lives with others.
Yup,There are some aspects of our lives that require that we spend a lot of time together or a lot of writing to help convey our feelings.
Other times sharing only a few words are more than adequate.
It is not always the long conversation that conveys the deepest feelings.
Sometimes, longer modes of expression may seem redundant and lacking in profundity.
Putting just the right combination of words on paper in a succinct style may just hit the spot.
Trust is the most important component of any relationship.
If you do not trust a person, you probably do not consider them your friend.
The building blocks of friendship are based on sharing the deepest parts of yourself and believing that they will be held sacred.
You believe this about your friend and he believes it about you.
The more you trust each other, the deeper the friendship that you have built.
If you don't have trust in your friendship, you don't have a friendship.