me? :(
Thursday, 12 March 2009 11:32
God..please God...!!
hmmm...
aku xtau nape 2day...
so sad?? so empty?? so blur?? so horny?? haahaa...no laa...
ntahlaa...sumtimes me also cant understand my life, attitude, appearance and also my feelings...
fikir2 balik..
from high school till degree..
my life totally changed..
aku ckp coz bila jumpa member2 lama, dorng pandang je aku then cakap "Ni betul ke ko ni??"
YUP..memang aku dah berubah...
before,im too shy (am I?)...not talkative at all...
now..look at me..
I don't know either the changed more to positive side or negative..
Since my attachment..
till now people look at me like stranger..
"wut da fcuk...!!"
arrrghh...!!
It's too hard for me to eloborate the suitable word that matching with my feelings now...
When I'm doing good to people, people always misunderstood what I've done to them..
Huhu...
Sometimes, aku rasa down sangat...
Coz aku berkawan or dalam komuniti yang tak sehaluan dengan aku...
Nak wat camne...org ckp "Masuk kandang kambing lain..masuk kandang lembu lain" (if masuk kandang rimau?? Ngaaap nye aku...haahaa)
aku sumtimes nak hiburkan hati aku cmtu laa...
member2 lama aku tau perangai aku...
aku akan jadi gila (bukan gila btul2 k..)
I mean, aku jadi banyak cakap yang merapu2...
dats y aku jadi Dj...
nk lepaskan tension...
Well,k laa..
aku nak sambung wat kerja and nak layan org2 offis yang mostly nk perhatian kot..
wutever..
yg penting aku tgh countdown nk masuk study lik...
Arrrghhh...Oldtown...Padi...I missed both...!!! hahaa..
p/s: any comment?? help me please...thanks :D
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